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20 September 2010 @ 02:49 pm
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Current Mood: accomplished
Current Music: kap bambino - dead lazers
16 April 2010 @ 10:48 pm
i'm like supertall. 173,5. a year ago i was 170. go me!

i could be at a 1337-party now (not sure if it's only because i'm dating a part of it) but i'm GROUNDED. yeah. i kid you not. i pretty much deserve it. probably. shouldn't cut so much class. it's just that being grounded has forced me to cut even more class in order to maintain my social relations. so it's kind of counterproductive.

i often feel like writing some completely disgusting and un-interesting entry about my love for my boyfriend. now isn't one of the moments when i feel like doing it, lucky yall.

i'll bleach my hair as soon as i have money.
and it's exactly one month until i turn 18. then i'll FINALLY be able to get "fuck you" tattooed on my lip. or something equally stupid. like "satan".

bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored.
i'll go eat sandwiches.
Current Mood: bored
Current Music: taylor swift - you belong with me
28 March 2010 @ 07:00 pm
"Näinä viikkoina olen muistellut usein tuota pientä koiraa ja ajatellut, miten vastustamaton sen ikävä mahtoi olla, koska mikään hellyys, rakkaus ja turva ei voinut sitä pidättää, vaan sen oli pakko lähteä juoksemaan ja karata"

+ ehkä joskus kun viisastun (jos niin ikinä tulee käymään):

"ja palata märkänä ja likaisena ja revittynä, sillä joka kerta se lopulta nöyrtyi ja palasi ja nyyhkäisi onnellisena saadessaan taas hyvän pannan kaulaansa."
20 March 2010 @ 07:08 pm
yeah ok lol. h8 the two bottom pics (thank goodness people didn't realize they are me so apparently i don't usually look that fug) but the rest are okay i guess.
ps i'm not some attentionwhore wnb-model, i got this gig through my friend and i got moneyyyy, don't feel disgusted by me plz

my emotions are like a weird mixture of fever ray and bo peep bo peep.

nadja's bithday party was yesterday. it was funnn.

i realized i don't really talk to anyone about anything considering my life anymore. so i've pretty much achieved what i've strived for yet i feel a little sad. in theory i could start a journal but it'd feel totally foolish. oh idk.
Current Mood: weird
Current Music: fever ray - when i grow up
13 January 2010 @ 12:10 pm
should be doing something productive but i'm checking status updates on facebook. lowwwww. how can i possibly write 4 pages about why people get tattoos? seriously. i could write one page if i'd throw in a fair amount of complete bullshit but that'd be just painful and unnecessary ('cept it'd be necessary for my grades and like, future and lol). i can't write. people should be graded for like charisma or something instead of always being graded based on how much stupid shit about stuff nobody cares about you can sqeeze into four pages. nobody cares about the opinions of brats like me so it's stupid to waste time thinking so much and depressing yourself.

this entry was totally boring and unnecessary. i promise to do better next time.
Current Mood: annoyed
Current Music: crystal castles
10 December 2009 @ 06:50 pm
tryin 2 save my ego from my heart. +kinda failing big time

cc're going to sweden this summer. so, i, too, am going to sweden this summer.

Current Mood: excited
Current Music: the video
04 December 2009 @ 01:43 pm
skream is sick. now i'm not as eager to go. maybe i should go and see lcmdf instead. nobody wanted to come and see skream but i'm sure someone would come and see lcmdf with me. but it'll be packed with people i sort of know and the idea isn't very attractive, i hate people i sort of know. but the dublove event sounds kinda niiiice still and there's the afterparty too, partying for 14 hours can't suck. decisions, decisions. tv off have a gig tonight and i can't go. i hate weekends like this, so much to do and you can't possibly do all of it and then next weekend there's nothing, it's such a waste. i hate living in this country. maybe i'll just be satisfied with ofelia and then come home and browse weheartit all night. very dark future ahead.

i have to go shopping today or i'll cry.
Current Mood: frustrated
Current Music: tv off - i mind now
12 October 2009 @ 11:15 pm
arnold schwarzenegger and glitter. and pretty girls.

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Current Mood: awake
Current Music: madonna - beautiful stranger
10 October 2009 @ 05:01 pm
i dunno, there's some a little gory and unpleasant ones and such but nothing really hc. 

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07 September 2009 @ 01:08 pm
so, it's off to norway today. i'm still worried about, say, DEATH. i mean, it's so north there aren't even trees. we're going to sleep in a tent many nights, i've never slept in a tent to begin with. we're taking the bus all the way back. yes. bus. imagine the joy it fills me with to spend 20 hours in a bus :----) i borrowed a backpack and a sleeping bag from nipa and the backpack is so ugly i want to hurt myself, it gives the impression "hi i like to go hiking and i spent 30000€ on this backpack which looks really sporty and shit but i don't realize it's FUG". i'm sure it's a real beauty in the eyes of a person who likes THE WILD but that's certainly not me. nipa was a scout when she was a kid and the backpack is so huge she fell backwards when she had it on. i don't even want to explain everything that's wrong with this trip.

oh boy, why am i such a motherfucking princess? i skipped philosophy today and went to the library with johanna instead. then i bought a sequin-jacket. i think i deserve it, i'm going to sleep in a tent.
Current Mood: scared
Current Music: laurie anderson - excellent birds